eilspawn

I'm learning who I am I'm a protector I don't like to give on a lost cause I'm willing to go the distance for anyone I am loyal and loving I think with my heart and soul I am real I'm want to break the mold With my words I can heal or hurt I am winter born I love how untouched snow looks Just like my love for white roses I have had my share of pain In my darkness I have found light In my friends and family I'm not perfect I hope I never will be Like the in spring when the rain begins rebirthing flowers Now is my rebirth The rain relaxes me to my core just like the water Big ripples have appeared and I'm getting past them I don't know where

I recall what was once the most glorious, serene meadow in all the land surrounded by colossal oak and rosewood trees with an abundance of wild life such as rabbits, deer, and other small creatures. Yes the meadow itself was stunning, but the true magnificence lied in the heart of the meadow, an exquisiteness all its own. At the core was a small seeming lustrous pool where the water was as flawless as crystal with the cooling touch of ice on the hottest days of summer I laughed mournfully at the scene in my mind. This was in all essence of my words a heavenly safe haven for all of nature and man to behold and gaze with awe. ​After short

I miss her so much. Some days I wake up and I feel okay. Other days I go through the day wishing things didn't turn out the way they did and I feel sad thinking back to all the fond memories we had. I can't help but wonder if I'm the only one going through this. Or if I was the only one that shed so many tears over our relationship. I wish we could just talk it out. I treated her the same way Roseanne treats her sister Jackie in Roseanne. I guess I did it because I wanted to stop her from making mistakes. Everyday I miss her. In my writing assume what j write I wrote based on how I felt not assumptions.i wish I could it over but I can't. And

When we meet people We give them a piece of our heart Some get big or small pieces That they will always have as long as they live But when you lose someone who had a big piece It hurts Some say only time can take away the pain But it never really goes away It's just a wound that can easily be re-opened When we met people it becomes a gamble Sometimes we win And sometimes we lose Or for awhile we might get lucky and be happy But it only lasts for a short while It breaks and shatters the heart Splintering it When a friendship is lost It is the hardest thing to take Especially when betrayal is involved Loyalty thrown to the wind A chapter in

I reget alot of things in my life So many things and it hasn't even started Mostly because of how I act Or react I'm my own enemy And I cause my own problems If I had a time machine I would fix most of them Maybe one day I'll get it right Maybe I'm just a brat who can't handle her problems I understand I have made huge mistakes I have sunk to an all time low I almost wish I could have a fresh start But that won't help me now All I can do is apologize I guess I should just settle for not feeling happy Happyness never lasts Eventually it all comes crashing down